Sun
has to set somewhere.
There? Big deal.
You
just won’t understand my
suffering,
as I brought to you another
installment
in the what
were you thinking chronicles.
Sunsets
on the harbor.
Tense.
Or
ignore each other.
Mongoose
and goats, for what it’s worth,
oh
by the way, lay down together.
As
long as the snakes survived the goat-
surviving
mongoose as long as the mongoose
cultivated
a taste for green garden
variety
serpent, it’s easy to understand that goats
were
brought to drive out the mongoose that
were
brought to drive out the snakes that
were
brought to drive out the rats that
had
never actually inhabited the island
and
weren’t going to, dagnabbit.
It’s
different. Promise. You just think
you
do. It’s not something
at
which you spend that much time
wondering.
The
notion that everything passes eventually
eventually
passes
it
would not fit here to mention.
Where
is that wascally wabbit
when
you need him?
You
spend so much time
wondering
about spending so much time
wondering
about time that nothing
becomes
healthier than staring
down
the barrel of a tumbleweed indelicately
situated
on a grossly misplaced
lava
field.
To make up is just
to
invent, no more, no less, no
reconciliation,
no prettification,
but
an invention of a peace betwixt
a
storm, or if not storm, at the least,
dischord. Discord. Dischord would signify
a
different key is being played,
the
one at play in the key of me,
and
the other banging away in the key of I,
with
no do, no fa, no re, no so,
no
golden drop of sun
but
always the long long way to
think
you can and think you can
and
then you blow a fuse and then you short a circuit
and
then you’re not thinking and then
you’re
not canning and you won’t get
all
Buddhist on me because vengeance is mine,
sayeth
the little tao’ster.
Errr,
toaster.
Where’s
the fun in that? In what?
You
might never get an answer, you
and
your much improved toaster,
brought
back from the dead from life
support. Well, dead: clinically dead.
Some
lines you miss a hare, some
days
you miss the rabbit.
A
fire’s cherries ringing have no dearth
of
source, of heat, of anger, expired,
and
soon, I thought, there won’t be any more
this. All of that will be gone. What
will
be missed, what won’t? This
chair,
no; this clip, no; this longing, no;
this
impulse, not in the least.
There
are worse things to see on the drive
from
the airport than lava fields, but what
I
want to see is you, your face,
your
made-up
or
not face.
©
2012 – Mark A. Douglas
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