6/29/12

Evolution of Theory


Sun has to set somewhere.
There?  Big deal.
You just won’t understand my
suffering, as I brought to you another
installment in the what
were you thinking chronicles.
Sunsets on the harbor.
Tense.
Or ignore each other.

Mongoose and goats, for what it’s worth,
oh by the way, lay down together.
As long as the snakes survived the goat-
surviving mongoose as long as the mongoose
cultivated a taste for green garden
variety serpent, it’s easy to understand that goats
were brought to drive out the mongoose that
were brought to drive out the snakes that
were brought to drive out the rats that
had never actually inhabited the island
and weren’t going to, dagnabbit.
It’s different.  Promise.  You just think
you do.  It’s not something
at which you spend that much time
wondering.

The notion that everything passes eventually
eventually passes
it would not fit here to mention.
Where is that wascally wabbit
when you need him?
You spend so much time
wondering about spending so much time
wondering about time that nothing
becomes healthier than staring
down the barrel of a tumbleweed indelicately
situated on a grossly misplaced
lava field.  

To make up is just
to invent, no more, no less, no
reconciliation, no prettification,
but an invention of a peace betwixt
a storm, or if not storm, at the least,
dischord.  Discord.  Dischord would signify
a different key is being played,
the one at play in the key of me,
and the other banging away in the key of I,
with no do, no fa, no re, no so,
no golden drop of sun
but always the long long way to
think you can and think you can
and then you blow a fuse and then you short a circuit
and then you’re not thinking and then
you’re not canning and you won’t get
all Buddhist on me because vengeance is mine,
sayeth the little tao’ster.

Errr, toaster.
Where’s the fun in that? In what?
You might never get an answer, you
and your much improved toaster,
brought back from the dead from life
support.  Well, dead:  clinically dead.
Some lines you miss a hare, some
days you miss the rabbit.
A fire’s cherries ringing have no dearth
of source, of heat, of anger, expired,
and soon, I thought, there won’t be any more
this.  All of that will be gone.  What
will be missed, what won’t?  This
chair, no; this clip, no; this longing, no;
this impulse, not in the least.
There are worse things to see on the drive
from the airport than lava fields, but what
I want to see is you, your face,
your made-up
or not face.


© 2012 – Mark A. Douglas

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